Yesterday’s Sunshine

Slut , I just might be one. Because I have made love I’ve made stories made music made something beautiful. Is the passion I was walking towards It was fire It was all the rage I wanted to burn it all Chest to chest Rapidly Savagely Holding my hips Manly hands Filling me up It […]

My passion for writingIs like my passion to liveAnd to loveIs scaryAnd powerfulIt hurts when I shut.I feel very deeply sometimes it can feel like bleeding without stopping is dangerousBut is worth it. Is worth the stareIs worth the rumorsAbout the stories I tellIt might all be trueBut it also all might just be a […]

If I could hold the world in my hands I couldn’t It would touch me as it disintegrates.  Am I, patient  And brave enough to stand in silence  In the middle  In the unknown  As the world works the forces  And God molds my Gift  Am I patient enough to not die. I’m a lion […]

There are times that I would like to feel eternity. Sometimes I would like to feel the Wind at full power. Or fantasize about the ocean swallowing me.  There are times that I would like to become an angel.  I would like to dance among the rainbow.  To be Clothed with all heavenly energy.  I […]

Start by breathing  Start by smiling  Start with yellow  Look at the sun Touch the grass And feel the air swift through your face Realize you are alive  And just start by living  Slowly the wind will take you through every path you decide to take

God has become silentThe mountains have subjugated the echo of our pain.As a result our pain pounders . Slowly cripples through our bodyBecoming anxietysadnessAngerRageUncontrollable sickening the heart.Till you can’t move . You drownAnd the waves get deeperHarder to bareMaking you realizeYou aren’t GodThat the world is collapsingIn the hands of humans And I can’t even […]

Bowling Alley  And when you are middle aged It feels Heavy like a rock sitting on your chest. It feels like bowling  Each pin represents a different person I have become through time.  And the alley is the road I have had to walk  To get to where I am standing  But the ball keeps […]

This crazy love Makes me want to burn The clothes next to the shoes And walk barefoot and naked, with you. And go away Beyond the mountains. Is that when I look at you so quietly. So endearing. The euphoria that lives between your chest makes me want to continue on living. There’s love, Without […]

Yesterday after a long day, I lay still on my bedAs my thoughts ran at the speed ofThe fan on top of the ceiling It took me back to my young years And somehow my hands tried to reach it. My soul felt as nostalgicAs it has beenSince I turned 15. My heart was heavy […]

And in the end is just me  Me and the memories  Me and the laughs Me and the pain  Me and my past  And me in the present  As I  worry for a sunrise that has  yet to come As I worry of a sunset that will soon go away  As I worry for what’s […]